I mean, going past the door of the shop because it’s the antique fair weekend, and people are everywhere, scattered like bits of energy all disagreeing in different directions and in different shapes.
A young couple rode past on bikes, shoulder to shoulder.
‘Not so funny now, is it?’ She said this. He said:
‘Yeah. Little bit.’
‘Nobody should be holding my horse’s head.’ She said this. He said:
‘Like, from a helicopter!’ Then they were gone. And I went back to shelving.
A man is moving gently along the shelves, lost in enormous choices. He doesn’t know he’s here. I am playing Don McLean’s Vincent and the man suddenly sings along; one line, ‘reflect in Vincent’s eyes of China blue…’ and he doesn’t know he’s done this.
‘Do you want to go in?’ People at the door. They don’t come in.
‘Where can we cross over?’ People near the door. They don’t cross the road. It’s too busy. They move on.
‘Look there. I used to have that.’ A man is bending toward a display in the window. But the lady he is with keeps walking. She is dressed in soft grey and soft blue and soft white; she is watching the ground carefully as she walks and does not look up at the books in the window that he wants to show her.
Little scooters shoot past with a child attached to the handles of each one. They are hilarious and agile and enjoying the tiny wheeled muscles under their feet. One screams, ‘Where’s Dillan?’
A lady is drifting right in front of me, looking from her phone to the back of a book and back to her phone. She has a red and blue mask. The masks make everyone’s faces smooth and blank, only the eyes left to say things.
Lads on scooters outside again, stopping and starting. Allowing pedestrians, launching off again, unconcerned with masks, uninterested in government, looking only for each other.
Girls walking shoulder to shoulder lean against the window to check phones.
George pours over the art books in the front room, his mask crooked and getting in the way of Rembrandt’s best.
A man with a bottle of milk in each hand lurches past, socks and thongs scraping the top off the footpath.
An argument whips the air outside; ‘Well you shouldena been driving through there, mate.’ Briefly, there’s a young man with red hair and excited eyes. Then he’s gone.
And one man in front of me, still there; moving along the titles and not really here, gone a thousand hectares inward and not likely to return.